Bold Xmas party look

I wanted to first talk about my absence, I have been out of the social media scene for a minute, about 6 weeks total. What alot of people dont know is I suffer from postpardum depression. My doctor says its either I medicate or try to find outlets to cope with it. Between 14-20% of moms suffer from postpartum depressions. It can set anywhere from a few weeks after baby, up to a year. Many symptoms include anxiety and a guilty feeling. Postpartum can be triggered from lack of sleep or a history of depression. For me it was a little of both. I had a mild case with my now 3 year ol Dylan.

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Although I had more support this time, I was still juggling being a mom of 3, a wife, and try to accomplish my dreams. It became too much and i would findbmyself crying in the shower. I say all this because i want others to know you are not alone.

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MAKE up tiiiiiimmmmmeeeee

Todays look is inspired by the holidays. I just love seein all the colorful and sparkly trees and decorations. so I wanted to make my eyes look like a disco ball. lol so I came up with this fun holiday party, Im going to get a man tonight, look. 

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Products Used

BROWS: 
Elf Brow Pomade 
NYX Brow Gel - Espresso
FACE:
Too Face - Hangover Primer
HudaBeauty -FauxFilter Foundation ( Macchiato) 
Nas- Radiant Creamy concealer ( Ginger) 
Maybelline - FitMe Loose setting powder ( 30 Med/Deep)
Miliani - Baked Bronzer (05 Soliel) 
Kylie Cosmetics - Blush ( Hopeless Romantic)
Maybelline - Master Chrome Metallic Highlight (100 Molten Gold)
EYES:
MAC- Soft Oacher Paint Pot
Urban Decay - Naked Heat Pallet

• Cayenne
• Ashes
• DirtyTalk          

​ Wet n' Wild - Liquid eye liner ( Black)
KoKo Lashes (SoHo)
ColourPop - Eye Liner (Swerve )
L'Oreal - Voluminous Mascara ( Blackest Black)
LIPS:
Jordana - Lip Liner (Sedona Red )
Wet n' Wild - CatSuite Liquid lips ( Missy Fierce)